We were in a bar and I was seeing Dan for the first time in my life. I watched him closely and I could tell he was absolutely into Nat. He hardly ever looked at me. I was jealous. At that moment I was jealous of HIM. Now that I'm thinking back, I'm still jealous but I can't tell who exactly is the object of my jealousy. Him? Her? I just wish someone looked at me that way. How long has it been since someone looked at me like that? Well, there is a guy at work who obviously has a little crush on me, but.... yuck! It just doesn't count!